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-Friday, March 03, 2006-9:45:00 PM

My life is in a complete mess.

My head is spinning.

My brain is "thought-less"

I'm in the "Depressed" mood =(

I've become this help-less gurl who
nds ppl 2 be by my side.

I juz nd one psn who's willing 2 be
tat pillar 4 me 2 lean on.

I nd encouragement.

I nd support.

I'm lacking all of tat at tis moment.

I'm on the verge of breaking down.

"They" have been asking y i'm nt planning 2
futher my studies.

Bt the fact is,
I WANT!

Do u tink,
i'm excited & eager 2 actuali start looking
4 a job at tis young age???

The fact is,
I'M NOT!

I WANT 2 futher my studies,
bt my situation doesn't allow me to.

I'm STUCK!

FYI,
I'm making a sacrifice here.

I WANT 2 continue my studies.

I WANT!

I want 2 be able 2 continue studying,
i want 2 further my studies.

Bt the fact is i CAN'T!

Behind those smiles,
only Him who noes wat truly lies behind it.

When i'm happy, i smile.
When i'm sad, i smile.
When i'm angry, i smile.

Farhanah = Happy
Happy = Farhanah

Tat's wat matters.

Farnah ♥

The bright shining star

Farhanah
130688
a daughter
an educator

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