beginning of the end

-Saturday, December 27, 2008-11:44:00 PM

Dear love,
I miss you alot.
I miss those times that we used to share.
I miss your smile.
I miss you disturbing me.
I miss everything about you.

As i read my past blog entries,
i realise that most of it is filled with
the times that we used to share.

Our smile,
our tears,
our laughter.

I miss all of that.

Now what's left is our endless arguments.

im sorry love.
really sorry.
truly sorry.

i promise i will make it up to you.
and i really hope you can give me the second chance
to prove it to you.

please love.
i still love you alot!

yours truly,
Love.

Labels: i miss you dear

Farnah ♥

-Thursday, December 25, 2008-10:08:00 PM

=)

the pic above is taken after our dinner at
Sakura International Family Buffet.

And for the first time,
i used my phone to take this pic =))

mentang2 phone baru.
haha!

Well im bored.

ive really got nothing to do.
the bf is at work and he mite nt be calling me tonight.

haish!

my bro is tired of entertaining me,
my mum asked my bro to bring me out frm the room,
my dad is resting at the balcony,
my sis is busy eating,
my nenek is eating her dinner.

bored.bored.bored

on the happier note,
im gg out with my madrasah cliques tmr =))

YaY!

its been long since we get to go out together.
the last time we went to East Coast Park.

i shall enjoy myself tmr =)

Wee!

alot has happened the past weekend.
ive got myself to blame.
sorry love.

Labels: i cant think of a label for my post =))

Farnah ♥

-Wednesday, December 10, 2008-9:46:00 PM

my happy moments with my little ones =))
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Even after a long and hard day at work,
it was nice having them around in the house
because they sure cheer me up
and
put a smile on my face =)

Rare moment where i get to capture her
her cheeky smile =))

My handsome one!
since the day he was born,
up till now i still adore him alot!

Abdul Hannan =))
(this handsome boy of mine is very smart.
Whenever he wants a new toy,
he know he can get it from me once he start
giving me his sad face.
sheesh!)

I cant wait to celebrate my 21st b'dae
together with her 1st b'dae =))
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My tembam-licious & baby-licious
Nurul Iman <3

My little ones,
Thank you for putting a smile on my face =)
kakak nana will always love you!

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Labels: lil' fat and cute ones =))

Farnah ♥

-Sunday, December 07, 2008-9:48:00 PM

Those smile that i miss the most.

"choose me, pick me, love me"
- Meredith Grey

i've always believe that
things happen for a reason.

as much as i want things to turn out the
way i want it to be,
i know its not possible.

i wish for a miracle to happen.
but i know that is never going to happen.

broken promises.

Like what they always say,
"Promises are meant to be broken"

Then why do you even bother making promises
in the first place.

hopes.

i've hopes for you.
for me.
for us.

trust.

there's more to it than just
mere trust.

Dear love,
I pray that i will always be with you.
To love and care for you.
Thank you so much
for showering me with your
love, time and of course your money!
But most importantly
thank you so much for giving me this opportunity
to love and be loved
by you.

Happy 2 years anniversary love!

Labels: Happy 2yrs anni love.

Farnah ♥

-Friday, December 05, 2008-11:33:00 PM

Sometimes I wonder
why do i even bother thinking about
other people's feeling.

Am I not important to you anymore?

I hate it when you keep quiet.
I hate it when you just say the word OK.

Please
I deserve more than that.

Please understand
that whatever I'm doing right now
is the best for us.

When you said what you said last night,
I was totally hurt by it.

Just so you know,
you have hurt me greatly.

I'm feeling numb right now.

I just want some space for myself now.
I want to be happy.

At least,
Be happy for myself for once.

Is "I love you"
ever enough for you?

Truth is,
I'm not sure myself either.

sorry.

Yours truly,
Love.

Labels: hurt me not

Farnah ♥

-Thursday, December 04, 2008-9:25:00 PM

As promised,
i have already uploaded some of my outdated
pictures =))

Haha!

These pictures are actually from my
brother's SISPEC graduation ceremony
&
k2 graduation ceremony =))

21st November 2008
SISPEC Graduation ceremony.

Here's a very HUNGRY brother who have officially
attained his sergeant post as a Medic specialist =))
Congrats!

And that's me who's forever irritating.
I just enjoy the fact that my bro finds me irritating =)

Sibling love!
nyehahahahahahahahhahaha

My lovely parents.
i tell you my parents were SO EXCITED about my bro
attaining the sergeant post till the extend that they keep
talking about it over and over again.
haha!

The two irritating daughters who doesnt

look alike at all!

Haha!

my brand new pair of crocs =))

22nd November 2008
K2 graduation ceremony

The beauties =))

I seriously have no idea why we even took
this pic in the first place.
Hmmm....
(blame it on the photographer.
haha!)

We tried to "create" a whole new pose
which obviously didnt work out!

OK! I dunnoe what i was trying to do in this pose
bt obviously they are just out to get back
at me by taking ugly pics of me.
Hmmmpphhhhhh....

SMACK!

As much as they corrupt my mind,
i still love them alot!
=)

Its a black and white day =))

They love and protect me.
They are my strengths,
they are my pillar for me to lean on,
they are sisters =)

There you go!
a whole bunch of pictures
from two different event =)

I am so in love with myself !

Haha!

Labels: as promised =))

Farnah ♥